Love can be so painful, I hope anyone who ever reads this will remember to listen to their own hearts
and to always let the other know where they stand.
You cant help who you fall in love with, something just opens up and allows them in no matter how hard you try to fight it.
I will never regret loving anyone, but my heart finds that the hope it was feeling was probably just
my own wishes, dreams.
I knew something was off, I couldnt be my true self, relax, and just enjoy my time with him.
My heart knew it was was giving it all it had, and I will always love him, and I want him happy
more then anything else. I truly hope he finds exactly what it is his heart needs.
Tears flowing, salty, pouring out, the dam that kept all my emotions tied up is releasing.
I tried really tried to not love him, but I have only felt that feeling in my life twice, it was just
something that said the person underneath was amazing even if he didnt know it.
I still feel that way, I cant blame him for not feeling it. I understand more then he will ever know.
I have wondered if when things are back to being normal, my body, my job, getting things fixed
if when he saw the real me if things would change...but how do you let someone who you loved go?
How do you tell them your sorry for not being the real you, for not being the calm, gentle me I knew
I was, but I couldnt shake that feeling that the dream was going to end.
So I would be too nervous, trying to enjoy what I could, but knowing that it would always be just
me loving him.
As Brett Young Says...Have Mercy
I understand the song from Carrie Underwood "Cry Pretty"
Today will be hard, really hard, and maybe I should just wait till I am back to me before trying
again, because I know last time it took me 4 1/2 years to open up.
I can tell this is gonna hurt for awhile.....
" I would still play that favorite song, in your car, Let you love me till it felt like ours
Now all I hear is the end, but I would let you do it over again, just to have you.
I would introduce you to my children, say "I love him" when you left the room
Even though we break up in the end."
Cry Pretty - Carrie Underwood
I am sorry but I am just a girl,
NOt usually the kind to show my heart to the world.
I am pretty good at keeping it together
I will hold my composure for worse or better
SO I APOLOGIZE IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE
But sometimes my emotions get the best of me
And falling apart is as human as it gets
You cant hide it, you cant fight what the truth is
You can pretty lie and say its okay,you can pretty smile and walk away
Pretty much fake your way through anything
But you cant Cry Pretty
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